its xmas again….
times have really flies men….
and its xmas again….
its time to go xmas shopping again… buying a small gift for friends who have especailly kind to me for the pass one year… and thanks them for been good to me…
and since it is the end of the year it is also time for me to reflect what i have done well not bad for the past one year…. and hopefully improve on it for the next new year….
em…. let the coming new year will be a good one… haha…
11.58 am raining morning…
余命1ヶ月の花嫁 . april bride….
what will a lady thinks when she is wearing her wedding grown??? happiness? memorable? touching? a start to another phrase of her life or?
and….. what will a guy thinks when he is wearing his wedding suit??? finally….?? glad???
the wedding sence in this touching movie really got me thinking….
em……………
studying art….
this thought has always been on my mind….
i have always wish i am a art student…. and live in a world only a few people will understand….
and just before i could realise this dream…. my close friend hayashi ZY will be going to do it….. not in spore but in japan!!!! i am so envy….. maybe i will can go back to tokyo to meet him for hanami next mar….. haha…. so now i got more excuse to go back japan…. yeah….
so when is mine turn??? to study arts??? i wan to study graphic arts… or maybe architecture??? haha… btw hayashi ZY is studying interior design….
hayashi ZY gambate ne!!!! (p^u^)p
i will always support you!!! hey maybe you can be my dream home’s designer huh??? haha….
8.10 am a envy morning….
do you belive in your whole life you are just bonded to certain people??
i belive! i strongly belive!
maybe in my previous life i may have done a lot things wrongly to that someone that in this life time i have to repay this “debt”…. so… in this life i am so bonded to that someone…. it may be a friend a family member or maybe even my love one - my girlfriend / wife….
if you are really bonded to that someone…. i think you will feel it…. like if he/she is facing trouble you will have instinct something is amiss without been told and you will just feel the need help him / her out…. i dont know why… it might be a tired thing…. but if the help turn out to be something positive??? you will just feel great and happy for days for no reason…. weird huh???? but nothing much good happen you will feel damn tired and unhappy….
but sometimes i also wonder is all this bonding created by myself as a excuse cos i cant let go of certain things???
em….. strange huh???? haha….
a special thanks to NK for asking me this question…. her question some how make me realised why i am so unhappy recently… it also make me think where am i standing now… and where should i go next….
1.30 am a quiet morning….
what i wan for birthday and xmas…
1) all the pple i know is happy….
2) i am happy….
3) going back to japan….
4) gocery shopping at medi-ya & yamakawa….
5) japanese magazines, stationery and books shopping at liang court’s kino…
6) a nice cake….
7) mochis…………………..
more nice japanese drama n movies
9) a new job…. tourism related….
10) a cup of nice vanilla frapracino from tokyo’s starbucks….
finding the meaning of life…
last night a good friend of mine EL ask me recently he has been asking himself what he is looking for in life????
i answer him i have been looking for this answer since i was 12 years old after i watching a japanese drama tokyo love story….
cos i dont wan to live life aimlessly by following the flow like the lead actor…
after years of searching i am still lost huh….
but at least i know i wan a balanced life…. i wan my friends my family and a love one… ok i have yet to find the special someone… but i hope one day i will and live a happy n balance life….
i also hope to be able to have job i will love and enjoy doing….
cos i need to be constantly doing something and learning something everyday….
and few weeks a go a good friend J comment how tired he is now…. he seems unhappy with what he have choose…. something choosing the wrong path can be bad huh???
em… can anybody give me some advise what the meaning of life???
haha…
10.33 am a hot morning…
he hope to be
