first time……..

when you are doing something for the first time it is always….. bery nervous scary fun excited???? or……. 

for me the feeling now is lost…. i also don’t know why i am writing a blog now???

anyway maybe i just want to use it to say something i would do so in daily life???? or….

anyway i remember i am always very nervous when doing something for the first time…   

like in my national service…. in my first day in camp i am so nervous i almost could not walk porperly just drag myself around just like a zombie….. and all i know is to stare at the sky and look at the time….. waiting for time to pass…. and from then i start to love looking at the sky wondering all those clouds in the sky are blow to here from my house????? strange huh????haha….

hey to the interesting you out there do you love to stare at the sky too????

if yes can you share your story with me????

hee hee….

9.04 pm a cloudy night 

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